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KissingSunshine

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Reads 49,879
Votes 2,380
Parts 102
Time 45m

KissingSunshine

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I'm unwanted, unloved, ugly and a lot of other things that begin with the letter "U." So read the horrible truth of my unfolding and inevitable insanity. Because I don't give a fuck anymore. No one does. So what's the point?

Non-Fiction #21
[24. May. 2014]

Short Story #119
[30. May. 2014]

Check out the short film I made along with the book in the final chapters of the novel. Thanks for all the votes, comments, love and support. #wattys2016 wish me luck!All Rights Reserved

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