Speechless
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  • Reads 49,860
  • Votes 2,380
  • Parts 102
  • Time 45m
Complete, First published Apr 10, 2014
Mature
I'm unwanted, unloved, ugly and a lot of other things that begin with the letter "U." So read the horrible truth of my unfolding and inevitable insanity. Because I don't give a fuck anymore. No one does. So what's the point?

Non-Fiction #21
[24. May. 2014]

Short Story #119
[30. May. 2014]

Check out the short film I made along with the book in the final chapters of the novel. Thanks for all the votes, comments, love and support. #wattys2016 wish me luck!
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Love is such a funny thing. I was hopeless and i felt like he saved me. That was until I learned the real him and thats when i begin to run for my life. Getting to a place of comfort i thought the past was just that THE PAST. See the journey i took was a crazy one and i vowed to myself ill never let love cloud my judgement again. It's not good for me to be hurt again. I refuse to be hurt again. My heart can't handle anymore hurt. I will Kill you before I cry over a broken heart again.