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Last summer, cat was defied.
She blamed the world, she blamed all.
She kept herself locked away, with walls that spoke and alone with her thoughts.
One thing seemed constant to her, suicidal thoughts.
She begged to fade away. A broken soul, a broken heart, a broken smile.
Her last resort, to end it all.
Dedicated to the bullied, damaged and oppressed.
Never think of suicide. Why?
YoU ARe Not AlOnE.
I wrote this when I was 12 so it has Grammer mistakes, I won't take it down though, it means too much to me.
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