Life seems perfect from the outside. Atleast for everyone else who looks at the family that Clary thought she needed and craved. The love they promised, drew her in. But growing up being thrown from foster home to foster home? She should've known how it was going to be, right? The abuse. The names. The hate. All emotions flown out from her heart... Atleast that what Clary thinks... Till her knight in...well shining boots? Comes along. But what will happen after all the pain? After the hell she's put through? Will she ever truly be loved? Will she ever let anyone in? Or was it really love at first sight? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Warnings! There is self-harming, abuse, rape and bullying included in this book! If you have strong triggers against any of these, I'd recommend moving on! There will maybe be a sexual scene or two in this book. Just a warning before you continue! I would recommend this book for 16+, please.