You'll Never Know
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Last published Mon, Jan 7, 2019
You'll never know just how much I miss you
You'll never know just how much I care
And if I tried, I still couldn't hide my love for you
You ought to know or haven't I told you so
A million or more times?
You went away and my heart went with you
I speak your name in my every prayer
If there is some other way to prove that I love you
I swear I don't know how
You'll never know if you don't know now
You went away and my heart went with you
I speak your name in my every prayer
If there is some other way to prove that I love you
I swear I don't know how
You'll never know if you don't know now
You'll never know if you don't know now
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Sometimes, it's best to not remember. Mavis Lorentyr, she had to learn that the hard way. The worst way ever possible. The people she loved, they left her. The people she thought she could trust, they betrayed her. The people she thought would help her, they tortured her. When she thought she was free, she was imprisoned again. There was no such thing as happiness or retirement, forget happily-ever-afters. When she meets the person who broke her the most, everything she came to believe and expect are put to the test.
Let's get on with it. People, I can't create over 18860 superheroes and characters that support them. Stan Lee ain't me, no matter how many times I wish upon Knowhere.
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