Everyone has a purpose, whether it is to make other happy or suffer, they're here for a reason. Alex has a good life, he's never been through anything too bad, but he feels as if he doesn't deserve happiness since he hasn't worked for it. His self-destructive state of mind makes him feel as is he's never good enough, that is until he meets Connor, a boy he met on a school field trip. They want to show each other the meaning of happiness but with both facing their own battles, their future is uncertain. But they want to give one another the one moment of pure ecstasy. And you might never reach that glorious moment in your life until you die. So live life on the edge.
When you've never been given anything but a hard ride, it can be hard to see why living is worth it. But sometimes it takes something special to wake you up. It takes one moment to make you realize that you need to change.
**WARNING**
DRUGS AND SEXUAL ABUSE ARE USED AS TOPICS IN THIS STORY. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE.