Fading Away
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Last published Thu, May 24, 2018
Life is difficult, but isn't that what gives some people adrenaline once they wake up in the morning? Or have some people wishing they could stay forever asleep? Or makes some people live as robots deprived of any feelings? I guess everyone's life experience is different and that's what makes us all the same.
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