What it's Like
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sat, May 5, 2018
What is it like? To feel truly loved? I go through things in life.. I have friends that make me both mad and happy. This book is my thoughts on that.
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Feelings
I think I really need to make a book about how I'm feeling even if no one will see it. maybe some people could relate to this and I hope you know you're never alone. I really need to vent and I think this would help a lot as I'm told to write about my feelings so here it goes
All Of You
(Though highly recommend to read the book "Obsession, Madness & Love" first, this book can be read as a standalone.) ____________________________________________ I made a mistake. A terrible one. I betrayed my best friend. The only person who ever cared for me. But I had no choice. Then there's his younger sister, Maria Andrews who always looked up to me as if I was some kind of an angel, little does she know that I am far away from that. And now I am on the run, trying to leave everything behind. But it's been four years, four fucking years since her eighteenth birthday when she confessed having feelings for me. For Me. And her words still haunt me, the tears in her eyes when I rejected her still burn my heart but I did what I had to do. People don't love me, especially women...they only seek pleasure from me. I am not a lovable person and someone you should definitely steer clear of. Getting involved with my best friend's (or ex best friend's) sister is stupid and I'm fucking mature enough to not even think of her, of someone who is eight years younger than me. But now, she is here and God help me, I am about to cross every fucking line.Complete
Are you guessing or thinking human ?
If you opened cover of this book that means you are interested of something, maybe it was the cover of the book or some friend gave you a suggestion what to read or maybe you are part of book club and heard it from there. What sounds boring if you want to look awesome in social media but this book may help you to see life from other perspectives or you just got a new paper for toilet. Sometimes there come moments where you need to sit down and start ask question what is happening in your life, but how to do that ? Life is full of stories how you should live your life to be a happy and what to eat next morning to feel much more successful. If you are going to the books store, guess what there are hundreds of books about happiness, success and how to understand life. You could read them all year along and learn by heart and post them into Facebook to tell the world that you are the happiest person in life. But the real question is , do you understand the life as it is and are you using right data for that and do you know how to analyze that to see different perspectives, Yeah off course don't get me wrong, it is good that you finished school, got a job, bought new house or car , even if you got a new amazing meal that same day, is this still a happy life for long term ? Smart people say that simple things matter in life and we have to enjoy them to make it more meaningful, but let's be honest, would you give fuck more about a girl or a boy who is enjoying your jokes and company what you could offer with your mindset not with your phone. Are you a materialistic person or are you more spiritual. The bond between to humans are made by values what you have common and understand them on same level, not like "yeah mate I reed your last Facebook post and I feel you from bottom of the heart", what sound really great, but feels very cheese. What brings happiness in your life, Facebook ?Complete
From The Heart
Do you know the times when you want to say something, but can't? Or the times when you are sad and need someone to give you a hug? The times your worst enemy hugs your boyfriend? Or the times you are so angry you punch a locker and have to pay to get it repaired? Well with writing my thoughts, passions, anger triggers, enemies, love, hatred, even happiness out for people. Makes me feel like someone can relate to me and I can impact them in any simple or complex way they deem fit. I write because I can and I become free with every word written from my mind, every letter and messed up grammar I have accidentally committed to butchering every time I write. I may not make a difference, heck, I may not even have a lot of people who read but those who do read when I write about how I thought up a story plot or something for my best friend, they will always make me feel like I'm making the difference because someone actually read what I thought at a certain time and day and maybe even listened. That's what makes me feel wanted and happy like I can do something other than run my stubborn mouth and have a mother hen personality. That is what will continue as I write. fortunately, the thing is no one can take it away either, and that my readers are what makes the mind a great thing.Complete
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Journey Of Hearts
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15 Days With The Possessive Billionaire
"You are mine now. Just remember one thing nobody gets the privilege of bringing that smile on your face and touching you" he clenched his fsts and moved forward. My breath hitched. "I want to see you smile every morning and lie beside you each night. I cannot think of somebody more perfect for me then you are. Your my strength and biggest weakness. You complete me. I could do anything to bring a smile on your face and kill any man who brings a tear." I cant believe it, the college bad boy who had every girl on his feet wanted me. Suddenly his hand started moving around my thigh making circles on them. He leaned forward. Our lips were so close still he did not kiss me. What a tease! His finger was going to enter me when he stopped. ******************* When Ayan's friends challenge him to bed the new girl Veronica, the only way he thought would bring her close was a vacation away from all of them. It gets messy when feelings started pouring in. Veronica fell in love. Or I think she did. After all- Who doesn't want a guy who is handsome, caring and loves you like your his only possession in this world. Did he know she was pregnant? Read in to discover them trying to discover their own mysteries. This book is a roller coaster of love, lust, heartbreaks.Complete
My Wildest Dreams
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I think I really need to make a book about how I'm feeling even if no one will see it. maybe some people could relate to this and I hope you know you're never alone. I really need to vent and I think this would help a lot as I'm told to write about my feelings so here it goes
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