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I'd be damned

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adult cursing fiction horror mystery teenagers thriller

Meet Alexa, a 19 year old girl trying to navigate her way through life while struggling with college. She's got a few friends and lives the life of a typical adult teenager. 
She hopes to someday have a family of her own, a man who loves her, two little kids and a cute little house where she'd make memories and grow old with the love of her life.

Nothing glamorous, really. 

But maybe it's not that easy for her. Maybe a life so simple was not meant for her.
One day all her dreams are shattered and new secrets are uncovered. 
So many mysteries await her. A life she's never known or hoped for. A fate she had never thought she'd meet. 


Read on to find to find out what happens to our little heroine. 

(Oh, and before you read this just know that Alexa likes swearing lol don't come at me because you've been warned.) 

Also, there might be typos cos I'm an amateur writer and I'd be grateful if you guys just point them out without being rude. All suggestions are welcomed. 
Much love, 
Ish. ❤️All Rights Reserved

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