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Help me not killing myself!!!

Dark_Shadow3374

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Reads 43
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Parts 5
Time 23m

Dark_Shadow3374

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"They all want the same!! My family, my actually 'friends'!!! They wanna bring me to hell!!! Help me, please!!! It's too much for me!!! Help me not killing myself!!!"

Skylar is 17 and her life is sad. 
After a big car crash she lost her parents and her siblings Audrey and Mike and later her beloved boyfriend because of a 'stalker'. Because of that she lodges with her grandparents who are very strict and very religious. Everything against God is bad for them so they sent her to a Christian school. But Skylar can't believe in God anymore after the car crash because she always wonders: 'If God did everything right...why died my parents and my siblings then? Why did he want it?'
On one day her grandparents found out she is against God. They asked an exorcist for chasing away the demon in Skylar's body and he made many rituals which later are the reasons Skylar becomes an insane psycho...

But what happens next?

Will her life be normal again and what about the 'stalker'?All Rights Reserved

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SKIZO

jill is woman who has mental illnes, her life is so complecated and full of intrict, she need a doctor to diagnoze her illnes. she try to bergaining but it doesn't work at all. she see a doctor and diagnoze skizoefecktif. the problem why she was in the mental illness was of her boyfriend cheating of him with her best friend. susan as a mother care a lot about her daughter and she doesn't want her daughter to be ill like that. when susan saw her daughter lock in her room and having a complecated expression that she doesn't know like anrgy, happy , and sad. the they see a doctor and say her feeling. susan know the problem know and she want jill having medicine to be drink. jill want to go to work in consultant firm and she have it. she met a boy and fall in love with her. her best friend that cheating on her was pregnat and jill thank god i am not like that. can jill having a good relationship after breaking to her boyfreind.....