love in silence

I want to forget everything about you ... but why can not I forget you, I'm tired I'm tired of this hurt but why this heart still survive why why, I waited for you 3 years and it's not an easy time .. I just see you from far away without daring to approach or speak I choose silence in the sense I admire you I want to say it but can not somehow this lips are silent silent and the heart trus beeping as if there is something to say but stuck, sometimes I ask why I have to choose you why this heart chose you and why should i hurt my heart for you ??, so sad ......... admire you in silence it hurts and will continue to hurt when i know your heart is not for me ... love in silence