The Numb Feeling
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I have always said I wrote what I can't say... this book is all my deepest thought, these words you are about to read is everything my mind feels and says. All this emotion started with one feeling... one illness... Depression. I've had this feeling come an go my whole life. It's indescribable. I call it "The Numb Feeling". This feeling is within a feeling. Depression creates this monster that eats you up. Depression causes you to numb yourself. It causes a feeling that makes you stop feeling. Yet you really don't stop feeling.. you just stop caring about shit and let your inner psyche feel all the pain which creates the worst damage of all. What's sad is it all started with love..
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