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I Fear The Loneliness

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aesthetic anxiety boy cute depression fic fiction girl high highschool love music romance sad school suffering suicide teen teens

"Life hasn't been particularly tough, and nothing eventful has necessarily happened to push me this far... But there was a point in time, where my life had begun to deteriorate day by day."

Hitting rock bottom, you can't get any lower than that, people say you can only go up from then on but Navian is standing still. There's no rising for her, so when will she get back up?

MATURE CONTENT
Including topics such as drug abuse, neglect and suicide.
-> Inspired by a true story
-> Inspired by the song: ("I've Been Thinking About Horses")Tüm hakları saklıdır

aesthetic anxiety boy cute depression fic fiction girl high highschool love music romance sad school suffering suicide teen teens

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