Janus
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Last published Mon, May 7, 2018
Depression isn't just feeling sad- it's about feeling empty inside. And somehow, we know that's worse.
This story contains darker themes- suicide, death, depression, and the choices we make in life. If that makes you uncomfortable, don't read. This entire story belongs to me, so no copying. Constructive criticism is appreciated and welcomed, as are comments.
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