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Breakdown

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So yeah umm... that's something i wrote when i was in panic and afraid. Basically i had a panic attack and, because of an advice from a friend of mine, i started writing everything that was going through my head at that moment. It lasted for like an hour then i started crying and called my friend asking for help. It got a lot of personal things that not even my best friends or family knew about and i'm ready to let this weight on my shoulders go away. Maybe you're questioning my decision of posting something so personal and the answer is simply that i'm tired of keeping my feelings to myself, it hurt me on the past and would probably hurt me in the future. *Note: i'm just transcripting it to english and making it "readable" because it had A LOT of orthography errors.Todos los derechos reservados

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