Keep Holding On (Glee/Ryder Lynn fanfic)
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Last published Tue, May 8, 2018
The summer before sophomore year. That's when it all began. Jealous girls and the twisting of the truth led to social rejection and physical torment every school day.
Home used to be an escape from the world, but
after her mom passed away her sophomore of high school, my home life sucked too. My dad turned to alcohol to deal with my mom's death, which made him lash out and abuse me.
I turned to harming myself and eating little to nothing to relieve some of the pain of the day. I just don't think I can anymore....
Warning contains: rape, self harm, eating disorders, physical abuse, bullying, and language
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