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Seeking Perfect

AshleeGraham111

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AshleeGraham111

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"I hate myself. I eat too much, that's why I throw up. But they make me eat, all of them. And I hate them. I need to be skinny, I can't eat, but no one understands.All I want is to be perfect, they say I'm sick but really I only want to be better." I wiped my eyes as I wept into the payphone, then my bony face went hard. "But I can't be perfect, or pretty. Goodbye, Miss Tabitha." 
Then there was a loud bang, a whole in the phone booth glass, and I collapsed. 
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The Words I couldn't Say

This is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like revisiting a bad memory so don't expect much in terms of editing. Also I wouldn't consider this poetry but it is laid out that way. WARNING Talk of depression, suicide, anxiety, and self harm. Don't read if you don't like things like that and may get triggered. I don't mean to cause anyone problems of any sort, but these are the things I feel and can't help. Please keep negativity away as this is a sensitive subject for a lot of people. Thank you. Highest rankings: 99 in sadpoems Highest rankings: 118 in iwannadie

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