new beginning

I stare blankly at the wall again, my heart rate starts to rise. I feel this energy taking hold of me. I clinch my hands into fists.

And I remember.

I get out of bed, sit at my desk and inhale. Voices telling me, that I won't make it, negative pressure covering me.

All is silent.

I exhale, remembering.

I switch on my lamp, grab my pen and start studying.

I'm alone in my dorm, alone in my quite little room. No one's there, as it has always been. I don't mind any more. For there's something I need to accomplish in my life, something that's worth living for.
A coldness runs down my spine, causing me to shiver a bit.

~you could lose your life