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Last published Sun, May 6, 2018
I stare blankly at the wall again, my heart rate starts to rise. I feel this energy taking hold of me. I clinch my hands into fists.
And I remember.
I get out of bed, sit at my desk and inhale. Voices telling me, that I won't make it, negative pressure covering me.
All is silent.
I exhale, remembering.
I switch on my lamp, grab my pen and start studying.
I'm alone in my dorm, alone in my quite little room. No one's there, as it has always been. I don't mind any more. For there's something I need to accomplish in my life, something that's worth living for.
A coldness runs down my spine, causing me to shiver a bit.
~you could lose your life
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