new beginning

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I stare blankly at the wall again, my heart rate starts to rise. I feel this energy taking hold of me. I clinch my hands into fists.
    
    And I remember.
    
    I get out of bed, sit at my desk and inhale. Voices telling me, that I won't make it, negative pressure covering me. 
    
    All is silent. 
    
    
    I exhale, remembering.
    
    I switch on my lamp, grab my pen and start studying. 
    
    I'm alone in my dorm, alone in my quite little room. No one's there, as it has always been. I don't mind any more. For there's something I need to accomplish in my life, something that's worth living for. 
    A coldness runs down my spine, causing me to shiver a bit. 
    
    ~you could lose your lifeAll Rights Reserved

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Sun, May 6, 2018

I stare blankly at the wall again, my heart rate starts to rise. I feel this energy taking hold of me. I clinch my hands into fists.
    
    And I remember.
    
    I get out of bed, sit at my desk and inhale. Voices telling me, that I won't make it, negative pressure covering me. 
    
    All is silent. 
    
    
    I exhale, remembering.
    
    I switch on my lamp, grab my pen and start studying. 
    
    I'm alone in my dorm, alone in my quite little room. No one's there, as it has always been. I don't mind any more. For there's something I need to accomplish in my life, something that's worth living for. 
    A coldness runs down my spine, causing me to shiver a bit. 
    
    ~you could lose your life

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