(John Watson x reader) through good eyes

For all those folk out there looking for some John Watson not just Sherlock. Also TRIGGER WARNING this will contain depression anxiety suicidal tendencies/talking about it and alcoholism/drug use. So if you don't want that you should moved on. There also may be some smut. Maybe.
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You are 20 and have just been involuntarily admitted to a drug and mental health center for alcoholism the abuse of prescription drugs and to get help with your depression anxiety and suicidal thoughts when you meet a very interesting man by the name of Sherlock Holmes. You have many adventures and become the best of Friends -or at least as close to a friend Sherlock can get- but the adventures don't stop there when you get at and meet his starry eyed companion.
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