Soukoku : I Hate You But I Love You

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Reads 66,106
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Parts 61
Time 4h 18m

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Chuuya and Dazai hated each other but then will they really ignore their feelings and continue fighting each other or they will follow their hearts as the faith was helping them by putting them in different kinds of situations.All Rights Reserved

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Dazai finally gets to talk to his old enemy, and treats him the same way as always, with his annoying remarks and jokes. However, with time Chuuya changes, but Dazai doesn't understand what happened to his old partner. [ read this if you want to laugh a bit or just some cuteness and simple, easy to read plot] Also, I'm not taking this story seriously, I'm writing this for fun, it might not have amazing plot, but we'll see! highest ranking: #1 in #soukoku cover credits: @1110yu_ku_si (on twitter) Anime- Bungo stray dogs

Trust and Anxieties (A Soukoku Fanfic) by Linh4Love

Dazai and Chuuya have FINALLY confessed their feelings for one another! It's been a couple of months since they started dating, each going on with their lives, but, with a new blooming relationship between the two. But unfortunately, when your people like Dazai and Chuuya, not everything stays cheerful. Chuuya develops anxiety over the thought of Dazai leaving him again but decides not to let his mackerel of a boyfriend know for fear of hurting Dazai's feelings for mistrusting him. He does not want some 'anxiety' to break the relationship he and Dazai have been longing to begin. Of course, Chuuya should have known that he couldn't hide his inner thoughts from his intelligent (man's literally a detective!) boyfriend. Will Dazai be able to figure out what's wrong with his adorable chibi? Or will trust begin to break between the two?

Aphrodisiac for my soul (Dazai x Chuuya Two Shot) by Moni-chan16

Dazai x Chuuya fanfic The only thing I own is the plot! ⚠️Smut warning!!!!⚠️ Events set after their fight against lovecraft. A perfect example of two oblivious gays. 🦗🦟🦗🦟🦗🦟🦗🦟🦗🦟🦗🦟 Just read it my friend, I promise it's worth it~

After Dostoyevesky's death having Dazai nearly witnessing the death of all of his friends, he finally has an actual change in heart. Despite that, he's plagued with horrid nightmares of everyone dying and all because of him. As always he can't seem to get away from Chuuya either with him being the focal point of every nightmare and it did have an impact on him. Dazai realises he in fact holds strong feelings for the short ginger man. Naturally, of course when one side of double black changes so does the other. All this while trying to deal with 7 missing people and 6 missing families is a lot to juggle. 𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 - mentions of suicide - graphic depiction of suicide - mentions of self harm - mentions of death -swearing, mentions of alcoholism - alcohol - smut - graphic imagery

Dazai and Chuuya were lovers in the past but they broke up when Dazai decided to leave the Port Mafia. Even so, Chuuya still feels something for Dazai but acts like he hates Dazai (because he's tsundere). Will Dazai and Chuuya end together? * This is the first fanfic that I've ever wrote, it's bad and has a LOTS of grammar mistakes but give it a try if you want Characters belong to the anime/manga Bungou Stray Dogs by Kafka Asagiri & Sango Harukawa. Enjoy.

a soulmate that wasn't meant to be by ilovesoukokv

a soukoku story. chuuya is in love with dazai but dazai is not. loving someone without them loving you back is hard. The ginger ends up falling in the dark places of life while the bruenette tries to find out what he did wrong or what's wrong with him. TW: abuse, bullying, sh, drugs, suicide thoughts, alcohol, overdosing Cover credits: lardilious on tik tok

''You're hurting him when he doesn't even deserve it.'' Tachihara was mad, Chuuya could sense it in his tone. ''Chuuya... I'm sorry that you hate me...'' Dazai's voice was weak, his jaw was trembling uncontrollably. Chuuya became more anxious, he still couldn't grab hold of the glass splinter behind him. ''I'm sorry that I stained your life...'' His breathing got heavier, and Chuuya could see that his lips were already pale. ''No... No I-- I was the one who walked into your life and ruined it...'' Two mafia members, Chuuya and Tachihara, became a trio with Dazai. Chuuya had a crush on Dazai, but Dazai seemed to be hiding something from him, from everyone. As they got close with each other, things got complicated. The secret was told, and Chuuya wasn't the only one who had a crush on Dazai. ✨ Bartender Dazai ✨ Port Mafia Chuuya & Tachihara ✨ Romance ⚠️ Bully ⚠️ Drugs ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence ⚠️ Self-abuse 🗞️ No. 1 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 1 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 2 in #tachiharamichizou 🗞️ No. 3 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 7 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 10 in #tachihara 🗞️ No. 46 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

College Roommates (soukoku fanfic) by 111yipppeee

Dazai and Chuuya were best friends in high school for 2 years they started dating the second year of high school for 2 months. But they broke up because Chuuya wasn't in love with him. After they broke up Dazai moved away and they haven't been in contact since. But what if they both ended up in the same college and became roommates. As time went by they both started falling in love. But life isn't all sunshine and roses both have issues they have to face. These characters aren't mine they are all from Bungo Stray dogs in the anime. There will be some OC off mine None of the fanart is mine so credit the artists who made them Warning this book contains Smutt, Angst, Depression, Self harm, Swearing, Smoking actions, Abuse and alcohol. If these topics make you uncomfortable i will put TW warnings<3 Enjoy my gay book <3 Started: 26 January 2024 Fineshed: 23 April 2024

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

That redhead! [soukoku] [complete]

Dazai finally gets to talk to his old enemy, and treats him the same way as always, with his annoying remarks and jokes. However, with time Chuuya changes, but Dazai doesn't understand what happened to his old partner. [ read this if you want to laugh a bit or just some cuteness and simple, easy to read plot] Also, I'm not taking this story seriously, I'm writing this for fun, it might not have amazing plot, but we'll see! highest ranking: #1 in #soukoku cover credits: @1110yu_ku_si (on twitter) Anime- Bungo stray dogs

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