Soukoku : I Hate You But I Love You

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Parts 61
Time 4h 18m

Reads 67,206
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Parts 61
Time 4h 18m

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Chuuya and Dazai hated each other but then will they really ignore their feelings and continue fighting each other or they will follow their hearts as the faith was helping them by putting them in different kinds of situations.All Rights Reserved

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''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

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''You're hurting him when he doesn't even deserve it.'' Tachihara was mad, Chuuya could sense it in his tone. ''Chuuya... I'm sorry that you hate me...'' Dazai's voice was weak, his jaw was trembling uncontrollably. Chuuya became more anxious, he still couldn't grab hold of the glass splinter behind him. ''I'm sorry that I stained your life...'' His breathing got heavier, and Chuuya could see that his lips were already pale. ''No... No I-- I was the one who walked into your life and ruined it...'' Two mafia members, Chuuya and Tachihara, became a trio with Dazai. Chuuya had a crush on Dazai, but Dazai seemed to be hiding something from him, from everyone. As they got close with each other, things got complicated. The secret was told, and Chuuya wasn't the only one who had a crush on Dazai. ✨ Bartender Dazai ✨ Port Mafia Chuuya & Tachihara ✨ Romance ⚠️ Bully ⚠️ Drugs ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence ⚠️ Self-abuse 🗞️ No. 1 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 1 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 2 in #tachiharamichizou 🗞️ No. 3 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 7 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 10 in #tachihara 🗞️ No. 46 in #dazaixchuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : krgr_78 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

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Dazai gets sick (Soukoku)

Dazai after trying to drown himself in a river gets sick, but luckily a certain chibi is there to help him get better. This encounter leads to their relationship deepening, but will they be able to survive new missions? And will Dazai be able to hide his past from the ADA?

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