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The Confusion

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"Why? Why not me?" Ashton mummers under his breath as he's pins my arms to the wall. I shout crying for help, struggling to break free of him. He doesn't budge.

I can feel his face inches away from mine. His soft breath on my lips.  Droplets of water dripping off his wet hair, running down my cheek, I could sense his rapid heartbeat, he smelled like fresh rain and earthy musk.

The sound of the heavy rain and insects chirping outside filled the silence. I lean close, close enough where my lips are barely touching his earlobe. I whispered "because your not him!"


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Want You Back by heykylaa

"Any way, what happened next?" I smile sympathetically. I wasn't going to push more out of him because I know thinking about it drains him physically and emotionally. So I lean my head on to his shoulder and think. "A promise I knew I couldn't keep." •Ashton Irwin AU• *I wrote this when I was 14/15, which is too long ago for me to like to admit, so logical no. Pure teenage angst and complex drama? Absolutely. Please enjoy this as a guilty pleasure reading lol.*

Love in pain by writewhatyougot

"Have you ever seen hell in someone's eyes and loved it anyway?" "She looked at me... like there is something in me worth looking at." "Your eyes... your eyes hold everything my soul thirsts for." "You loved parts of my soul that I was ashamed to have. Why should I... not choose you?" "Your scars are not your shame. They are who you are... and I love who you are." "I fell in love with you... I don't know why... I don't know why... I just did." "And I would burn the world just to have you look at me like that again." Read about two people with a fate that fucks them and leaves them broken only for their fates to fix each other up. Please vote. Love in pain. Only on Wattpad.

Memories With Rain || ✓ by SamanthaWrtzz

"I admit that I don't deserve you, but you know how greedy I am for you, I am selfish for you. Cause I never wanted to give up on you. I almost lost myself in you." "I love you! I love you more than anything! But.. if loving you is so wrong and, if you don't feel good.. then I'll stop being selfish." "Sorry for demanding you to stay longer. You knew it was wrong, and I made it more difficult. I loved you, but.. I was being selfish..." The rain had started to leave. He hugged her more tightly feeling nervous about what he was about to say next. "If we divorce now.. will I stop being a burden?" She didn't say anything but took off her ring and gave it on his hand. He nodded and pulled out the documents but she didn't let it go. "Don't even bother hesitating. I promise, your life will get easier." She nodded. He took them and signed. "You are finally free...!!" • • She has suffered enough. It still hurts but hide it inside. He wants her to be free for once. But he doesn't want to let her go. • • Read 'Memories With Rain' to know the end of the story. Hope you guys will love it. • • Started: November, 2022 Finished: February, 2023

Secrets Kept - Saints & Sinners Edition (Book 1) by CassieSmilez

"I'm so sorry! This is all my fault! I should have protected you! I'm so sorry Koby" I sobbed loudly. "It's okay. It's not your fault" Koby weakly said. "It is! No one should be exposed to this. Not now, not EVER!" I yelled. "Calm down, mom. I'm okay. He didn't rape me. The stupid son of bitch couldn't even figure out my zipper" she joked as she wiped away her tears. "Why was he here? Was he looking for your uncle? Did he say ANYTHING?" I asked. "He said he was here to collect a debt Uncle Eddie owed, but I know that he's been working every night to pay them back. I'm so confused. Maybe he's been lying about actually going to work at night. Maybe he's gambling behind our backs again. Where the hell is Eddie? I'm going to fucking kill him!" I shouted right as I bolted for the door. If you are looking for your boy meets girl and fall in love story, this is not the novel for you. It is just the opposite. Love, violence, mishaps, and intrigue define this saga. Unfortunately for Jakoby, from the very beginning life has thrown her curve balls, but she has managed to conquer what some consider to be impossible. Even after overcoming the truth of being conceived under unfortunate circumstances, ending up having to make tough personal decisions, and losing those who should have cared for her didn't break her spirit. Years later, her life takes a turn for the better after a few horrifying unpredictable years. What happens when one of Jakoby's decisions end up making her future unpredictable? What happens when the lessons she left behind travel back to haunt the life she's established for herself?

Little Miss Nosy by moon_beamx

Ashton's glare flicks between the beer bottle and the commotion outside before settling on me. He takes a slow step forward, and I unconsciously take two back until I'm flat against the wall behind me. His body is flush against mine. Our lips centimeters apart as his knuckles drag across my cheek. It takes an incredible amount of strength to resist the urge to lean against them. "You know, you have this really annoying habit. This habit of sticking that cute little nose of yours..." He flicks my nose and I smack his hand away, meeting his glare with my own. "...into shit that has nothing to do with you." All this time I've forgotten who I'm dealing with. I met Ashton as the composed new kid. A random person with a random story completely separate of mine. But as he inches forward, angry blue eyes illuminated by the fireworks outside, I'm reminded of just how dangerous Ashton Brooks really is. And just how much both of us have to lose. "And you know what they say," he whispers, tilting my chin up. "Curiosity killed the cat." *** Where two broken souls meet to repair the damage inflicted by their intertwined pasts.

BROKEN COURAGE (Broken Redemption Book 3) by ArianaClarkAuthor

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My Reality Is Twisted ~Book 2 of the 'Reality' series*~ by Brilxeah

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"Future Family" - Sanders Sides AU | DISCONTINUED by AlmostStickComics

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Decadent by DystopianMilieu

My hand slaps against my mouth as I try to shut myself up. Don't make too much noise...or he'll hear you. A vehicle's door opens then slams shut. I don't hear footsteps...but as the minutes go by I begin to hear them; the footsteps get louder and louder and louder, matching the sound of my thundering heart. That's when I see his shadow cast over the ditch...over the place where I tried to hide. "Well," he says with a smile in his voice. "I wonder where he could've gone...the footprints stop here...so I wonder if he just...disappeared?" My body begins to tremble. I can feel it now. The pain. I can feel the pain already. He jumps down into the ditch...he stands directly in front of me, with his back facing me. My hand presses harder against my mouth as I try to suppress my whimper, but it's way too late now. But his body tenses up when he hears it. He laughs bitterly as he turns around slowly, and his eyes cut through my camouflage easily. "There you are."

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