Secrets (about my secretly depressing life)
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Basically this is going to be a diary for me;This is where I'm going to spill all of my darkest secrets and all if my depressing thoughts. This is where I'm going to show the real me, the true me that most people don't even know, Don't ever really get to see. Most people don't know that I have depression, most people don't know that I have anxiety, most people don't know what I go through on a daily basis, but now they will. And I hope my story, my suffering can help others who are also suffering.
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