il vaux mieux prévenir que guérir...

And this is what an abusive relationship is like.

In the most utterly disgusting poem I think I have ever come to write of her or anything I have ever written, it, however, describes the very disgusting truth to a brutal sickening T of what a victim of an abusive relationship as myself at least in this case has did and does feel like in this poetic manner.

And I just cannot seem to bear knowing my brain is that severely damaged from my relationship that I had with my ex abusive narcissistic sociopath of a partner.