A fake smile is all it takes

I am a 13-year-old girl who deals with problems just like any other 13-year-olds. I just take more effect with those problems but I'm not the only one who has to deal with the monsters in their head. There's a lot of people who are now dealing with depression, anxiety, disorders. The numbers are getting higher each year. In this "story" or should I say "my" story, I talk about the stages that I go through personally. Yes, I am a girl, Yes I go through that time of the month but remember, guys especially... girls aren't always on their periods. So when I have to deal with these problems every day, it's even tougher during that time of the month. Whenever I make a decision, Whenever I have to make a speech, Even when I have to eat all I can think of the negative outcome of the situation. This is my story, a 13-year-old pessimist girl. (This is an ongoing story)