What is it like to find everything again
What is it like when you can stop the crying
what is it like when you can just forget
when all you know if the feeling of dying
Not too long ago, I woke up. I was cold and I was alone, I can't remember anything, just the name etched into my skin.
I am still alone, I know nothing but being alone, the cold is my only friend and that never goes away, I have so one to talk to, I have no one to be close to. I have nothing.
When people visit you every single day, it's hard to get lonely.
Unless you're a ghost. Actual it gets quite annoying.
In fact it's heart breaking when the people you used to love the most look straight through you. It's even worse when they blame you for their broken heart.
Because they have no idea I'm dead.
Trigger Warning: Contains slightly mature themes (violent and sexual) and swearing. Nothing too detailed but briefly mentioned.
Completed on February 18th 2018