The Bitter Pill I Swallow
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16 year old Ryan Ross has been dealing with the voice in his head since he was 13.
the voice is named Brendon.
His parent say Brendon isn't real.
But Ryan doesn't listen, because Brendon is the only one who he has to talk too.
The truth is Ryan deals with depression, insomnia, and self harms.
Ryan has no friends, and is bullied at school. But he won't open up to anyone, will Ryan get the help he needs or join Brendon.
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