I'm In Love With Suicide

This story is very depressing, I wrote it coming from my feelings, what my life is like, how I suffer every day. This story is about a girl named Louise that has to suffer knowing the fact that her life has been a lie. She does self-harm and has tried to commit suicide but hasn't succeeded. What she doesn't know is that there is someone that has been admiring her for the longest time now. ( third-person read)