The Pain Inside
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Last published Fri, May 22, 2020
She didn't know what she did to them but it must have been something really bad for them to treat her like this. She just didn't understand. She thought being in Glee Club would help her make friends but most of them are just as cruel to her as the rest. The ones that don't make fun of her don't help either. Sometimes just one Friend is what you need. But she has to rebuild her self esteem by herself.
What happens when she gets tired of building up something for someone else to break down? What happens when she just gives up?
Will anyone notice? Most importantly, will anyone care?
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