I Miss You

So one of my friends moved, and I'm not trying to use a mental illness as an adjective here but the only real way to put it is that I've been depressed lately. Life where they moved is so sucky, I don't know if they've committed suicide? They won't communicate with me. Using this as a diary. If any of you know me, heh heh, so sorry you're seeing the real me. And, I changed most of the names. You can ask me for the list of name translations.