I'll Never Be The Same Again
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Last published Thu, May 17, 2018
Payton Rose is an ordinary looking girl, constantly trying to smile and laugh, but behind all of that, she's broken: mentally and physically being abused every day.
That is until everything goes spiral when a certain bad boy happens to be in the right place, at the right time.
DISCLAIMER:
This book is going to be really clique. Plus, it's going to include swearing and violence, including mental and physical abuse. And plus a load of sarcasm and jokes, because why not? lmao.
Also, I know that I'm not the best writer, but I am learning and trying to get better. So please bare with me. If you have any tips, let me know! I'd love to talk to you all!
And if any of you need to ever talk about anything, I'm only a message away and I'm always glad to help!!
Jade xox
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