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Fears (A Calum Hood Fan Fiction)

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Reads 193
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Parts 5
Time 17m

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5secondsofsummer 5sos ashtonirwin calumhood fears lukehemmings michaelclifford mystery

I have fears. But not like everyone else. You maybe be confused to what I am saying but I am not afraid of clowns, of insects, or heights. Oh, no I live for those things. I am Different. I am a Freak. I am not Normal.  You are probably thinking, What are you afraid of? It's not that simple. I only have three friends. Luke, Ashton, and Michael. They are the only ones that I have figured out who actually care about me. I will never find anyone else who does care. They help me get through things. I used to have many friends, until I had Nightmares. Nightmares of people coming back from the past. I don't know why they come back. Or what they want. They just come back. For Revenge? They have Anger? They hate me? Well, whatever it is they come back. I don't like having memories of old friends. It reminds me of my past of when people cared. I do't want to think about that because I don't have that anymore. I don't have people who care anymore. I just want Happiness. I want people to Care.. I want people to have Memories with again. But the thing I want most is Love.All Rights Reserved

5secondsofsummer 5sos ashtonirwin calumhood fears lukehemmings michaelclifford mystery

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13 Hours Ahead In Australia || 5SOS by PhanHowltersKat

"Just come to the party it'll be fun May please I want you to meet my friend Michael he's so cool please" Ashton said "Fine I'll go" I said But I didn't think my older brother would dare me to do something as crazy as he did and I didn't think I was stupid enough to do it either but that's not the day that changed my life the day that changed my life was when the schools hottest guy asked me out I said yes and he broke up with me when he got what he wanted but little did I know that 9 months later my life would change forever

trouble ; calum hood au **discontinued by marimacaron

"i'd do anything for a voice like that." "anything?" - **warning: - adult situations, sexual situations, slight language, mature content, graphic violence, drug use, rape mention, death mention, self-harm mention, disorder mention

REGRET (Ashton Irwin) by breadsticks5sos

Ask anyone. In school my best friend was two years above me, yet we were ALWAYS together. That was until I had to move. Everyone said that he was lost without me. I guess I'll never know how he felt, I just know that I was lost. I had never made any other friends. I was alone for the last two years of school. Now at age 17, Harper has changed a lot. She finished school and has become a successful actress on 'stranger things' and 'fear street'. But when she runs into someone extremely familiar On her trip to Australia will she be able to finally move on and get closer to her new friends, or will the scar open all over again? Ashton was the boy she fell for with ADHD Harper was the girl he fell for with social anxiety Trigger warning: drug use, self harm, r@pe. ONLY READ IF YOU ARE OKAY WITH THESE TOPICS

Out Of My Limit | Ashton Irwin by KoaKoalas96

"You're just out of my limit." Ashton said. "Do you know what our experiences has been like? A roller coaster. We both had our ups and downs. We both had the excitement together, and worst parts together. Yet we can never get enough of it, as we end up going back on the same ride and go through the same experience again." *First story I've written :)* [Completed 2015]

cold coffee - clifford by supernaturalmike

Voicemail, yet again. Taking a deep breath, I start the message. "Hey, I've called you again. This is the last one, I swear. Remember when we would chat forever and ever? We would always drink hot coffee together and talk about our pointless day. It was a daily thing, until you found someone else to occupy your time. I wasn't needed anymore, so you cast me out. I'm in our place, same spot. When you decide to meet me again, I'll be here. I won't talk to you. All that I will spare you is a small glance and some cold coffee." Ending the voicemail, I collapse back into the chair and wait for the response that will never come. cover by @xHemmingsHugsx

Brothers Best Friends (5sos Fanfiction) by TotallyNotPorter

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Focus by fresh5sos

Life is panning out exactly how I expected it to. I made it to high school. I'm a teenager. I don't have any of the partying and spring break memories I'd hoped for, but it's not bad. I've even sort of assembled a plan for what I want to do after school. And then out of nowhere this boy comes into my life, and it's like gravity shifted my entire world upside down. Everything used to be so clear; I had no trouble picturing the future in my head. But now all of a sudden it's like everything is out of focus except for him. I'm not sure how I feel about this sudden turn of events, but I can tell already - it's gonna be huge.

The reason why [L.H] by S-ASS-Y

You wanna know the real reason why Luke and Michael hated each other at first? A girl, with the most beautiful long dark brown wavy hair. Eyes so blue as the enchanting ocean, and a smile that was to die for.. This one girl, that were something they had laid in the past - But just as the future would, she got into their lives again. They made a pact then, to stay away from her. But how can you stay away from the one you fell in love with?

Safe Haven || mgc by chocolatemilkparty-

"What's that?" The boy quickly brought his hand to the girl's cheek, softly brushing over the purple skin, determined to not hurt her. But she still winced slightly under his touch. "Nothing." Her voice sounded broken and scared when she pulled away quickly. She didn't want to face him like that. The boy's expression softened immediately, his eyes full of worry. "Was it him?" "I tripped and fell down the stairs." "Why don't you leave him?" When she looked at her best friend, with so much sadness and concern, paired with anger for the boy who caused her all this pain, in his eyes, she felt her heart shatter. "I love him." He shook his head slowly. "No, you don't. You love the idea of him." [Trigger warning: this story contains talking about triggering topics, such as abusive and toxic relationships.] #1 in toxicrelationship #4 in michael5sos #10 in 5sosfam #12 in mgc #14 in 5sauce #16 in 5sosfanfiction #38 in michaelclifford #43 in bands #53 in 5sosfanfic

Your the reason// Mashton (DISCONTINUED) by -alleyways

-"Michael, who did you write that song about?" -"That I can't tell you, but I can tell you this 'Its about someone important in my life, that I love'" Ashton is depressed. He has been his whole life. The only friends he has are three boys. One with raven black hair named, calum. One with blonde named, Luke. And one with red(For now) named, Michael. He thinks no one loves him, not even his friends. They know he cuts, they know his story. What if someone does love him though. Michael has had a crush on the dirty blnde, curly headed boy for as long as they met. He never had the guts to say it, so he wrote it. He was scared one day that he would loose Ashton, and didn't want that happening. He wrote a song called the only reason. It was about ashton. How he was scared, was there something in the past you may be asking. Well yes there was, but ashton doesn't remember so there was nothing he could do. "When I close my eys and try to sleep, I fall apart and find it hard to breath, Your the reason, The only reason. Even though my dizzy head is numb I swear my heart is never giving up, Your the reason, The only reason" He wrote that song about ashton, bit there was something he was hiding. Not only his love, but his problem. Yes the boys have known him for years, but he hid something from them, He got abused by his father at a young age, and when he turned 18 he made sure he moved out. He cut. and still does. What makes him do this? Well, he has flash backs to that horrid time in life, and he see's ashton everyday looking sad, depressed, and sometimes not eating. He see's ashton's cuts and scars, and is scarred that he wll lose him. So one day when the boys are sharing song books, someone stumbles across 'The only reason'. Now that the boys found the song what will they ask. Most of all, will the person it was written for, find out? Read the only reason on wattpad to find out more. /////All rights reserved. Please DO NOT steal/////If stolen please tell me//////

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13 Hours Ahead In Australia || 5SOS

"Just come to the party it'll be fun May please I want you to meet my friend Michael he's so cool please" Ashton said "Fine I'll go" I said But I didn't think my older brother would dare me to do something as crazy as he did and I didn't think I was stupid enough to do it either but that's not the day that changed my life the day that changed my life was when the schools hottest guy asked me out I said yes and he broke up with me when he got what he wanted but little did I know that 9 months later my life would change forever