A Confusing Love - - Wattpad

Story cover for A Confusing Love by MysteriousWriter1201

A Confusing Love

MysteriousWriter1201

Reads 23
Votes 3
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Reads 23
Votes 3
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

MysteriousWriter1201

boyxboy depression dissociative dissociativeidentitydisorder gaylove insomnia love mentalillness personality

Evan Travis was known as an outcast. It was out of his control. He didn't know why. Well, he had one real life friend. A popular friend. A friend named Parker Vince. 

Parker was the only friend Evan had that didn't try to gain a lot of attention. Plus, he was smart, friendly, and handsome. Yes, Evan liked Parker like that, but he knew it would never happen.

Parker had to be cautious around Evan. One misstep, and Evan would be a new person. Parker had mixed feelings. Sometimes Evan would be genuine, other times he'd be hurt. He was a good friend of Evan. His only friend. His best friend. His sort-of therapist.

All because Evan was a dissociative.All Rights Reserved

boyxboy depression dissociative dissociativeidentitydisorder gaylove insomnia love mentalillness personality

Table of contents

2 parts

Sign up to add A Confusing Love to your library and receive updates

or

#62dissociative

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Cigarettes And Lavender || under editing || Salvis || Sally Face || by httpsolivierstars

"Its just I hate myself sometimes and I really hate how I act. I'm so fucking mean to everyone, especially you and your friends, and I guess it's because your happy and I'm not. I've been jealous of you since you got here. Your perfect." "I've never been perfect, no one is. I just know which parts of myself to hide and which parts to show." ~ Travis Phelps was never much of a social person. Never had any real friends. Never had a real support system. That was until him and Sal Fisher form an unlikely friendship that makes Travis question his life and everything about it. ~ 18/41 chapters edited ~ TWs Psychical/verbal Abuse Drugs Mentions of Alcohol Implied eating disorders Religious Trauma Homophobia Slurs Suicidal thoughts/ideation (Rated mature for the above, No smut/NSFW) ~ 3/13/2023 - 8/3/2024 ~ Ranked 3 in #salvis as of 11/21/24 ~ I Can't find the credits to the cover send them to me if you know them. ~ Inspired by @Snopera 'Butterfly Weed'

Out Of Control by lisaaaaa1616

George hasn't had an easy life after being diagnosed with autism. Going to a public school as an autistic, highly intelligent boy, he clearly notices the differences between his classmates and himself, giving him a lot of insecurity and shame about his own behaviour. As his escape, he goes to a bakery for hours a day to calm his mind, but things change when a new boy who moved is hired. Unexpectedly, and for the first time, George decides to open himself up to the new boy, Clay, while at the same time, Clay slowly starts falling for his new best friend, George. Mostly fluff with some angst every now and then! ⚠️ I wrote this book from my own experience and my own mindset, as someone with diagnosed autism, highly intelligent and ADHD. I DON'T think people with autism are childish or cute, I'm not projecting a stereotype. This is from my own struggles with autism at a public school without special needs.

The Way I Am (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

George is different and they are sick of being judged. As soon as George learns not to care anymore they change to the person they want to be. They start wearing nail polish, dresses like they want to, uses they/them pronouns and shows openly that they are gay by adding a rainbow badge on their bag. Clay, a closeted gay bully, scared of the world around him. He never shows the real him, because he's scared of being judged. Clay bullies George because he's actually really jealous of him and is in love with George. But Clay makes the biggest mistake by kissing George and his world seems to be collapsing. His secret is threatened to come out for the whole world, something he always planned on keeping a secret. TW's: -Anger issues (aggression) -Hallucinations -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse (You can call George just non-binary. I called them a boy cuz I didn't want to make mistakes, but I love the idea of them being non-binary!)

IDIOT AND THE BEAST ✔️ by fragmented-

(ONLY AVAILABLE ON BMAC) (LINK IS ON PROFILE) *** "YOU KISSED ME," "YOU PUNCHED ME!" "BECAUSE YOU KISSED ME!" "YOU'D JUST PUNCH ME THEN?" "WELL YOU TOOK ME BY SURPRISE; YOU SHOULD'VE AT LEAST ASKED ME FIRST" "OKAY. SO CAN I KISS YOU?"

Damian (BoyxBoy) by Wolf_Lovers

COMPLETED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I guess I've always been the silent type. Well that's what everyone else says, I never talk unless I'm with my friends. My mom always thought I had a social disorder, I don't know maybe I do. My teachers thought I was mute and my friends just thought I was quiet. This one person wasn't blindsided by my silence. I hated him for that reason. I guess you can say he broke my silence ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before you read, fair warning, this is BoyxBoy. - Completed-2015

Don't Call Me Crazy (boyxboy) by A_R_Rockettt

Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination. "You have no emotions, you don't feel, you don't empathize......and you don't love," he told me, his anger turning into sadness. "Your right," I replied with an empty smile. "And the worst part.....is that I can't help but love you." he said before pushing past me. Cameron Silverstone was never ordinary. He was popular but never liked. He's an outcast to put it lightly. Everyone suspects there's something wrong with him, but they have no idea. People often think he's heartless and doesn't care, and their right. His heart is anything other than warm. The day Joshua took a picture of him, is a day neither of them will ever forget.

A Chance at Love (Boyxboy)✔️ by RaeLyns_Pen

Ben is in 11th grade. He wishes his last two years go by fast so he could go to college. He's from a rich family, they own the boarding school. I mean that would explain why his family insisted he stays at the apartment in the boarding ever since he was a junior. His family insisted because....... Well Ben doesn't know why but he knows some other things. Ben knew he doesn't do well around extroverts. He knew he tends to be quiet most of the time. He knew he sucked at keeping friends. His only friend since his five years in the school was his cousin.....in another school. Ben knew his only chance at his first relationship in school just flew out the window. Being one of the eight gays in his school, he knew his first relationship would be in college. He has accepted that fact. Ben doesn't know why Chloe, the girlfriend of one of the popular boys in school wants to be his friend. And Chloe has a big friend group! A group full of extroverts and that one guy nicknamed 'Four words'.

Inseparable by Dark_sky332

°•°•°•Completed•°•°•° Tyler finds love difficult for him. He has never been in Love at all. He always wondered what it would feel like to be loved by someone, to have that warm and fuzzy feeling towards someone, but since there wasn't anyone for him to feel that way, he decides to give up on being loved. Until one day he meets someone who changed his life for good. And they become closer and closer until he slowly developed feelings for that person. In this book, "Inseparable".

(Home)Less Without You by lisaaaaa1616

After Clay gets evicted, he has to live on the streets. He breaks down completely and he doesn't see any purpose anymore. When he sleeps on the streets, he sees a boy passing by everyday. One day the boy comes up to him, giving him food and coffee. After Clay gets a high fever, the boy invites him over at his house, but that's where Clay makes the biggest mistake of his life... TW's: -Suicide attempts (talk about succeed suicide attempt) -Abuse -Homophobia -Accusations of sexual assault -Self harm/self hate -Death

Misguided Ghosts | TREEBROS by Ezzresse

Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Cigarettes And Lavender || under editing || Salvis || Sally Face || cover

Out Of Control cover

The Way I Am (DreamNotFound) cover

IDIOT AND THE BEAST ✔️ cover

Damian (BoyxBoy) cover

Don't Call Me Crazy (boyxboy) cover

A Chance at Love (Boyxboy)✔️ cover

Inseparable cover

(Home)Less Without You cover

Misguided Ghosts | TREEBROS cover

Cigarettes And Lavender || under editing || Salvis || Sally Face ||

"Its just I hate myself sometimes and I really hate how I act. I'm so fucking mean to everyone, especially you and your friends, and I guess it's because your happy and I'm not. I've been jealous of you since you got here. Your perfect." "I've never been perfect, no one is. I just know which parts of myself to hide and which parts to show." ~ Travis Phelps was never much of a social person. Never had any real friends. Never had a real support system. That was until him and Sal Fisher form an unlikely friendship that makes Travis question his life and everything about it. ~ 18/41 chapters edited ~ TWs Psychical/verbal Abuse Drugs Mentions of Alcohol Implied eating disorders Religious Trauma Homophobia Slurs Suicidal thoughts/ideation (Rated mature for the above, No smut/NSFW) ~ 3/13/2023 - 8/3/2024 ~ Ranked 3 in #salvis as of 11/21/24 ~ I Can't find the credits to the cover send them to me if you know them. ~ Inspired by @Snopera 'Butterfly Weed'