A Confusing Love
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Last published Wed, Jun 6, 2018
Evan Travis was known as an outcast. It was out of his control. He didn't know why. Well, he had one real life friend. A popular friend. A friend named Parker Vince.
Parker was the only friend Evan had that didn't try to gain a lot of attention. Plus, he was smart, friendly, and handsome. Yes, Evan liked Parker like that, but he knew it would never happen.
Parker had to be cautious around Evan. One misstep, and Evan would be a new person. Parker had mixed feelings. Sometimes Evan would be genuine, other times he'd be hurt. He was a good friend of Evan. His only friend. His best friend. His sort-of therapist.
All because Evan was a dissociative.
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