Rogue Paradise

"What is it that you think of? Why is it that I can never understand what's going through your mind?"

I looked up at him. My eyes glazed over and empty.

"Have you ever lost yourself in sorrow? To the point where you lose your mind? Where you are so far gone you laugh at your own circumstances and it sounds like a monstrous beast has been let loose, as tears slowly roll down your face?"

I tilted my head to the side to wait for his reply. His eyebrows furrowed and his mouth frowned, he had no idea what to say.

"See, I already knew that you've never had these feelings. Not many do. It's that...that is what makes you unable to understand me."

Before he had been looking to the ground. He opened his mouth now looking at me in sadness.

"Do you blame me because I don't hurt as much as you, because I can never understand?"

If I wasn't the way I was I'd have felt sad that he thought that way. Instead I replied the only way I knew how.

"How can someone emotionless blame? I no longer have feelings."