Senseless

Senseless

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My name is saraphina and I'm not your typcial teenage girl. I don't like to party or go out with friends, not like I really have very many. I like to read in a nice queit place though or go for a swim in the lake while its raining or lay out on my roof but not to tan in the sun instead to stare at the twinkling stars. I wasn't always so antisocial I used to love to go to the mall, or bowling with my friends, I used to like to laugh and joke with others. I used to smile all the time... I used to speak my mind.I used to speak period, but that was than and this is now that was before I lost the people I loved more than anything in the world. Now I'm a broken girl, a cracked shell thats washed up on shore you see me laying in the sand You might even pick me up to look at me but as soon as you get a good look you toss me back to the water. Why? Well because nobody wants a flawed sanddollar.
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