You're My Ecstasy

⚠️Warning there will be smut,cutting,and suicidal thoughts⚠️

This is Hamilton in modern day

Alexander Hamilton is an immigrant that came from a poor family.When he was 10 his father had left him and his mother all alone,and that's when they both got sick.He had made it through but his mother sadly hadn't.After he started working for his mother's landlord so he could go to New York and get a scholarship at Albany College.All his life he hasn't really been able to make friends,but this time it's different,and with one of them could it be more than just friendship?

John Laurens is a guy who isn't really normal.He likes hanging out with girls a little more than boys, but still loves hanging out with his two besties Lafayette and Hercules.His Dad is always trying to get him to be more of a proper man but it's just hard.Only his friends know this and it may be obvious...but he's gay.
Now there's a new part of their squad?What will John think about him?