1| LOSE SOMETHING β˜† BUCKY BARNES
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  • Parts 13
  • Time 2h 23m
Complete, First published May 14, 2018
π₯𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐑𝐒𝐧𝐠 | ❝YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS,
                                    TO LOSE SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,
                                    AND NEVER WILL. ❞  


qο½₯:*:ο½₯οΎŸβ˜…,qο½₯:*:ο½₯οΎŸβ˜† 



Carmen Ripley is known for making people fall in love with her. She's incredibly easy to love, all the way from how she looks to her personality. She smiles, and everyone falls in love. She speaks, and her soft voice just warms everyone's heart. You see her down the street but never speak, but somehow you think of her a week later. Her aura brings just about anyone joy. The only thing is Carmen rarely gives her heart out, because Carmen's very independent with love and making sure everyone around her knows she doesn't need a man.  

Which makes it hard for Bucky Barnes because though the girl is his best friend, he's utterly in love with Carmen. The boy just convinces himself that Carmen's out of his league. But his struggles only growing seeing as Bucky becomes a sergeant for the one-o-seventh, while Carmen becomes a nurse for the one-o-seventh. The two rarely see each other but when they do it's filled with soft singing and dancing, broken hearts, and a jealous filled Bucky. But at the end of the day they find hope, in a train, as 'death' awaits one of them. 

But prior to all that, prior to when the problems truly begin, it starts with three teen best friends, Steven 'Steve' Rogers, James 'Bucky' Barnes, and Carmen Ripley, all living Brooklyn. Their friendship began with a football landing in swim loving teen, Carmen. And slowly their story moves to three adult best friends facing the problems of Earth. Problems none of them truly were expecting. Three separate problems, for three separate people, that may just come back to haunt them later.


qο½₯:*:ο½₯οΎŸβ˜…,qο½₯:*:ο½₯οΎŸβ˜† 



( captain america: the first avenger)
(extended summary inside)
(started 5/19/18)
(ended 8/3/18)
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