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I Can't Handle Change

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Reads 91
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Parts 2
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I can't help but repeat myself
"I know it's not your fault"
Still lately I begin to shake
For no reason at all

I can't handle change - roar

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

It was still, quiet and calm... All the things Kevin assumed he could never be, yet here he was. 

His whole life he knew he couldn't handle change, he couldn't handle his mother's death, his father's alcohol addiction, his dropping grades. It all seemed to slip away from him.

But there was one person always behind him and, even though his efforts went unnoticed, would always pick up what Kevin failed to carry.

-

It was fun, relaxed and comfortable, all Edd had ever dreamed about in front of him.

There's moments where he felt weak that would last forever, night after night dealing with anxiety and OCD by himself. He couldn't count on anyone who wasn't there, so his parents were out of the picture. His whole life had been spent with Ed and Eddy by his side, and Edd felt greedy when that wasn't enough. 

However, there was someone ahead of him that seemed to always call him forward. It was a game of chase, if Edd could keep up with him; everything would be alright. 

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

Warnings:
May include smut in later chapters, contains mental illnesses portrayed in a realistic way, and focuses on a homosexual pairing and their troubles. 

I do not own the characters, Ed, Edd n' Eddy belong to
Nat belongs to c2andy2c1d

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───All Rights Reserved

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Jazz Red's Anomaly

"I am the textbook definition of in love with you." * Jazz Red has had a life full of love; his parents taught him how to value himself, his siblings taught him how to stand up for what he believed in, and his family has taught him what it means to matter to people. He has people in his corner, there for him and ready to have his back. He knows that there are people who are less lucky than him-- with unaccepting parents and cruel siblings and a harsh past. He knows that when things go wrong, sometimes people are alone. Sometimes they fall apart, and there's no one else there to catch their shattered pieces. But he isn't one of them. He has friends and family that love him. So why does he want more? Why does he-- even with all the joy his family gives him-- want a different type of love? He feels selfish, undeserving. Why did he have to feel so bad about being alone when he was surrounded by people who appreciated him? Why did he have to want, why did desire never leave him alone? Well, he finds out when he meets Castor Rex, a quiet and extremely interesting football player, and that empty part in Jazz's heart feels a little bit bigger when he starts to realize Cas could fill it. Cas sees him as a grinning, happy dork he has no chance with. Jazz sees him as a adorable, grumpy jock that now, is his. Castor wants to get through the school year as quietly as possible but with how loud Jazz loves, neither of them know if it's possible, and to make matters worse they're roommates for the rest of the year. It's only a matter of time before they come together or fall apart. * Red's Series #4. Crossover to @whoscountinganyways User Series. Can be read as a stand alone.