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Allah Won't Forgive me.

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Living in Pakistan you would think As a Pakistan girl you wana live the dream of being able to marry a husband and have your own life like you were raised traditionally from your own family. Unfortunately Being a Pakistan girl by the name Elaina, life is not the regular dream you ask for. Battling with sin, betrayal,  sacrifice and a host of other issue. In the eyes of Elaina and a few of her family members it is hard to see the clear path of a happy lifeAll Rights Reserved

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Mistaken Perception cover

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Contrary Love cover

What Not To Do When You're In Love cover

Negina | ✔️ cover

Book I: My Muslim Man | COMPLETED cover

Hurt,Betrayal And Sacrifice cover

Mujhe Pyaar Hua Tha cover

It has always been you! cover

The Internal Struggle [COMPLETED] cover

Mistaken Perception

Life can be brutal and uncaring to some. Aisha was one of those unfortunate "some" she had deceived herself into believing she had full control of her life. That she could set the terms of how her life would unfold. However, life and fate have a way of showing us just how much control we truly have. How does one cope when the people most important in our lives are ripped away from us? What does one do when they become the sole guardian of their two younger siblings? And how does one survive, when you're hated because of your faith.