Dan Howell (xreaded)
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Last published Sun, Jul 1, 2018
You had the worst life you could think of, a boyfriend who abused you....raped you. And then you meet someone who put a smile on your face, made you happy. You meet them over a massage and you wanted to meet him in real life, and you where going to. But it became too dangerous and then you got hurt, you tried to fight back and then that just made it worse. You have to move away and you actually still get to meet the guy that mad you happy, you staid with them, but then.............
WARNING: if you can't handle subjects such as: abuse, sexual abuse (rape), sexual themes and swearing then this book is really not for you. Plz don't read if these things will offend you (not really a smut)
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