This is not a story, this is just my real life and what happens in it. So to avoid anyone important to me finding all my thoughts and feelings on paper in a book im publicly writing it down, anonymously. Basic ground knowledge about me. Im 12, not going to school due to an undiagnosed illness that i have that causes me very bad pains, my mother and my dad are divorced, i don't really like my mother, i like my dad, i have 1 step brother, 1 step sister, 1 brother, 1 sister. My brother, his girlfriend and their daughter are living at my house. I have to doggos. Yea thats all:)