The suicidal girl.
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Last published Fri, Oct 5, 2018
This is my story, I am only 17 and I have suffered depression for about 9 or 10 years. It started very early and I feel as though nothing will change. This weight above me has not moved an inch for many years. This may be a cry for help, but I'm not sure if I can be saved.
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