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-blackspace-dan danhowell danhowellandphillester howell phil phillester

" 𝕟𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕥𝕖 "

Daniel Howell suffers from achromatopsia.
He can't see colors. 
Everything is black and white for him. 

That's easy to get used to though. What wasn't so easy to get used to was all the pain, the ophthalmologist visits, the constant darkness... Pretty much everything else. 

So when Dan wakes up, every morning, in his godforsaken dark room, he puts on those goddamn glasses and prays to whatever god he can think of that the sun won't be shining. 

That is until a certain Phil Lester comes along and makes Dan hope it will.All Rights Reserved

-blackspace-dan danhowell danhowellandphillester howell phil phillester

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