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Toxicate Me (ON HOLD)

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❝That's the thing about love, isn't it? You let them get away with murder even if it's your own.❞

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Juliet thought she had it all-- a loving family, an amazing boyfriend and a stable job. She was living her best life, to say the least.

That was until everything fell apart.

Her parents divorced eachother, her boyfriend broke up with her saying she had too much baggage to carry and she got fired from her job.

So she decided to go to a club downtown hoping to find something to numb the pain.

But what she didn't expect was to fall right into the arms of feared drugdealer and gangster Killian---literally.

•••

[#1 in the 'ME' series]

*mildly mature. contains cussing as well as mentions of mature themes, violence, drugs, guns, heartbreak, depression, suicidal thoughts and emotional abuse etc. read at your own risk.*

cover by- @fatii227 (me)All Rights Reserved

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