Diary of a Monophobic

Warning: the story you are about to read is very emotional. It might not be based on 100% true events, but I guarantee you, that it's based on 100% true feelings.
If you visit my profile, you'll figure out I've already started 2 different stories that I never finished. The reason this happened twice is that I get ideas only when I'm drowning in feelings, once my feelings faded away, my ideas faded along with them. But this time I decided to write a new story, I knew I'll finish it, because those types of feelings never fade.