Abused, not loved.
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Last published Sun, Jun 3, 2018
"Please.." I manage to get out as my father keeps his hands tight around my throat.
I thrashed around but he keep staring at me with cold chilling eyes. Tears start to swell up in my eyes, my body starts to feel numb. This time he's going to kill me. I stop moving and welcomed death the life I lived was worse then death. Pain and fear was washed away and taken over with a sense of... relief? I was happy to die.
The door suddenly burst open "GET OFF OF HER!" Jonathan. He came back. He came back for me. As I finished the thought the darkness takes over leaving me lifeless.
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