Dolor fuerte, dolor inexplicable, un dolor jamás imaginado, un dolor que sin ser posible habría sido logrado.
Es un dolor dónde el olvido es imposible, dónde el tiempo no existe, dónde las lágrimas surgen, dónde los sueños acaban, donde el futuro no se encuentra.
Un dolor donde el vivir no vale, dónde el querer ya no existe, dónde las palabras solo son ruidos, donde la aceptación es nada, dónde el ser juzgado lo es todo, dónde el perder es frecuente.
Un dolor donde el ganar ya no vale, dónde la ciudad está vacía, dónde la luz ya no brilla, dónde la gente ya no baila, dónde coros ya no suenan.
Un dolor dónde el corazón ya no funciona,ya no late, ya no recorre sangre sobre el.
Ese dolor, ese dolor de amor, ese dolor de abandono, ese dolor que jamás se creyo. Todo era tan perfecto, rosas por todos lados, canto de pajaritos por todas parte, rios fluyendo, venas que viven, sol ardiendo, luna brillando. Y de repente un dolor en el pecho, dónde te preguntas ¿que fue lo que hice? Pues. Nada.
Decades. He'd wasted decades of his life doing what? Chasing the minuscule sparks of passion to ease the aching void in his chest? Wasn't there something better? Someone to guide him away from the misery? Distract him from the life he couldn't escape from?
There were days he didn't know which way was up and where the sea began. Where the skies collided with the dirt and delved into the inferno of the hells. The whispers of creatures that should have had no interest in a mortal caressing the shell of his ears. Beings he believed to be just as mortal as himself and if one observed their flaws they might have been. Walking the city grounds and sailing the oceans as easily as anyone. Blockades of fire and ice prevented their hands from intertwining. Now he balanced atop the wall. Grabbing both with shaky arms and keeping them close.
Please don't leave.
Fangs and claws used to claim him. Gentle kisses and caresses to calm him. Breathless words pulled him deeper into the madness. Further into inky darkness speckled with blinding light. Granting him everything he never knew he'd wanted. A dream come reality.
Strange how love could spark from pain. How fickle. And how much he only wanted more.
((Heelloooo, thanks for clicking. :3 Its been quite a bit since I've written anything but I wanted to try something new. Been into making my own novels and stories and this ones an au based around the chars of my current works. This is gonna be a m/m story. Well theres three of them but who doesnt love a love triangle. Hope ya'll enjoy my for funzies story with love, heartbreak, and gay ass sex. At least weekly updates but possibly more often. We shall see haha. Feel free to ask questions or comment your thoughts, I love those
Now, quick warning that there are dark themes involved in this story including manipulation, power dynamics, and dubious consent. Those chapters can be skippable without losing too much plot but I'm warning in advance that viewer discretion is advised.))