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Now, Not Never?

IJustWantYouToLoveMe

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Parts 23

IJustWantYouToLoveMe

A story about a girl who keeps on pursuing to win her love's heart.

"Antagal ko nang umaasa. Antagal ko nang naghihintay. Antagal ko nang nagpapacute para sa kanya. Antagal ko nang pinaparamdam na mahal ko siya.
Pero bakit ganun? Bakit parang nasasayang lang lahat ng efforts ko? Bakit anghirap? Bakit laging masakit? Bakit parang magiging 'happily NEVER after' ang fairytale ko? At tsaka, bakit padami nang padami ang tanong ko?
*sigh*
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kelan ako tatagal. Mukhang ayaw ni Destiny sa akin eh.
Will I ever forget everything, start over again and find my way back to square one or will I just continue leading the miserable path that I've been crossing?
What shall I do???? I dunno! Umamin na kaya ako? It's now or never, right?? UWAAAAA. Nababaliw nakoooooooo uwaaaaa T^TAll Rights Reserved

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