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In My Mind

just_a_little_nerd

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Parts 9
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Reads 110
Votes 44
Parts 9
Time 11m

just_a_little_nerd

inmymind itscomplicated random teen thoughts wattys2018

Just how what I'm thinking and how I feel. Some days it may be happy but others it may be depressing. It all depends on my mood.All Rights Reserved

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