Begin
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  • Reads 452
  • Votes 23
  • Parts 61
  • Time 7h 27m
Ongoing, First published May 16, 2018
How can you move on when you don't have a reason to?

How can you love yourself when the only person you loved so much and trusted left and hurt you?

I used to be happy, I used to see the positivity in things. I used to believe in sunshine and rainbows and unicorns. I used to believe in miracles, but the world and the universe thought I didn't deserve it. That's why it crashed me in the most painful and brutal way. Don't worry, I survived but my heart didn't. I didn't know that a heart made of stone can still make a person live, until my heart become one. Everything is fine, I have my own little world. But then life won't leave me alone. The man who broke my heart came back along with six other men I never expected to become a part of my life. A part of me in the most unexpected way. Suddenly there was hope, a tiny speck of hope. Can one of them be strong enough to save me? But how can he save me when my worst enemy is myself?

Do I really have hope?

Do I really have a chance?

To heal myself and love again?

Which of them will help me Begin?
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