BEN Alive (Ben Drowned BoyXBOY)
AyselLifeline
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  • Reads 1,473
  • Votes 71
  • Parts 8
  • Time 59m
AyselLifeline
Ongoing, First published Apr 13, 2014
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Ben doesn't feel. He hates, he angers, he bites, but he doesn't love. He will never love. He may become haughty or indifferent, but that is the closest to love he will ever get. The only way Ben knows how to love is through torture, and torture is what Jadusable shall get. 
 Actually pretty fluffy when push comes to shove, Eventual BenXJad, (BoyXBoy) Don't like don't read.
WARNING! Some Smut here and there, slightly graphic, ya know.
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